Turn Me In To Piece

Today is wednesday 1.43am... Just finnished my study...
I will have my exam at 7am....
I am deciding to spend time write a note here because something that i cant share,,,

I don't aware it was 3 months ago passed, i lost something
Something that precious n i spent most time,efforts, n tears for it..

I tried to let it go...
Many times i tried,,,
Honestly, its difficult for me...
Until one day... I really hurted because of it...
N made me sure i have to let it go...

For some days i felt calm n independent without that thing
I arrange my new life
I thx God i hv my friends n family who always support me to forget it
cheers me... n said many good things on me so i become confidence to face this life

But why it come back to me now...
Remembering me for all thing passed...
even this scar is not recoverd yet
Will u do it more?
Turn me in to pieces....
Pls dont...