kau dan diriku ( u n me)

Tiba saatnya kita saling bicara
tentang perasaan yang kian menyiksa
tentang rindu yang menggebu
tentang cinta yang tak terungkap
sudah terlalu lama kita berdiam
tenggelam dalam gelisah yang tak teredam
memenuhi mimpi-mimpimu malam kita
reff:
duhai cintaku,sayangku, lepaskanlah
perasaanmu, rindumu, seluruh cintamu
dan kini hanya ada aku dan dirimu
sesaat di keabadian
jika sang waktu kita hentikan
dan segala mimpi-mimpi jadi kenyataan
meleburkan semua batas antara kau dan aku, kita"

Missing some one like hell...
How to send thiz lyric to u?
Even u dont understand indo... :)
Someday u will

To You

Again so tired today...
I went to univ at 8am n started to stand in line, get my supervisor signature for my assignment...Long time i wait for it... my watch show 11am... owh... time is running fastly...At same time i waste my time to fix my assignment.
Thx god coz my doctor accepted mine...
Then i go to class to have lecture,,, some problem wid that subject (cant describe) :D, just hope it will be fine soon,hehe...
3pm am home...
Always missing someone when iam home... Sometimes i dont know who i miss,,, just dream about someone who care n support me from thiz all. Life alone sometimes fun but often lost myself.. lost my target...lost my spirit, never know where should i go n what should i do. But i should know.

Where r u my guy...
When u will come to me...
What r u waiting for...
Dont u feel that someone need u here...
Complete my life like nile to egypt

Hey come on! Thiz is sunday!

Hey everybody... gutten tag :D (songong euy...faktanya baru bisa gutten gutten doang :P)...
i hope all will be fine... like me today...
Do u know,what everybody plan for their sunday? its so various,,, some people go to beach, diving, go to park,etc...
as them i hv plan too for my sunday...but its not that fun. i have to company my dad friend daughter to find her test place n go to technician to take my assignment. Not too fun rite?
But i thanks god... coz someone have a same fate wid me... hihihihi,,,
perkenalkan...
SEKAR (identitas disamarkan),, kalo di deskripsikan,bisa dibilang ni anak rajin lah... survey membuktikan utk semua tugas Oral Biologi 2 hasil karyanya telah di masterkan sebagai referensi utk mahasiswa lain membuat tugasnya ( sebut: MENCONTEK).
Dan hari ini,,,lagi-lagi gue temuin dia sedang dalam misi rajinnya.... apakah itu? tidak lain dan tidak bukan adalah menyusun gigi,,, "ooohwww... shit... gila bgt yah ni hari minggu guys!!!" (dalam hati)

Gue : ya ampyuuunnn,,,cape deee,,, minggu2 nyusun gigi! come on! its sunday!
Sekar: besok mau acc say, gue kan telat
(jawabannya singkat tapi...miris bgt)
Gue: wah! apalagi gue... pertama nyusun gigi apa dulu? gue blm nyusun :-S
Sekar: Pasti bolak balik
(GUBRAK! )
Sekar: Langsung 6 gigi anterior atas...i1 kanan kiri ............................................................................................................
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRKKKKKKKKKKKKKKHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i just wanna enjoy my sunday,,,,no more... :((
come on guys... its sunday,,, dont think too much...
dont be old dont become stroke dont dam our teen age for something fuck...
Give our soul chance to be ourself...

coz do u know why? we should be balance... fighting for future and be ur self...
get all what we want! dont cover urself by something fuck
ask ourself... is there fun in our life now? (say it : univ!)
its not my life,,,

work under pressure

Thx God i passed all....

Ni hari gue feel lega bgt,,, why??? coz its friday.... why? coz i passed all my practice in thiz week... Why? means i can take a rest for a while to refresh my mind... why? i got crazy for it n will dying soon if i keep to think about it... bayangin aja... requirement numpuk, acc ditolak mulu, muka-muka dosen yeng begitu2 aja, tampang temen2 yang pada sibuk juga, tekniker lab yang ikutan riweh,belom lagi mikir alat2 yang dipinjem ma temen, blm lagi nyari alat yg ilang, bersih2 instrumen...ah... tai bgt lah....

suatu hari di kamar kosan gue,,,

Ga sadar ternyata gue tepar banget tepat begitu nyampe kamar kosan... Bangun-bangun gue udah ngerasa sesak napas aja... yah gimana ngga... secara gue ketiduran ala superwoman yg mo terbang (sebut:tengkurap)... n gue masih pake atribut lengkap pula dong sodara-sodara... jaz lab n kerudung plus peniti-penitinya.

Dgn otak blank gue duduk aja di kasur... ngeliatin komputer gue masih on... sambil mikir 'ngapain yah ni enaknya... sumpah boring abis'. Yah biasa lah mahasiswa kalo udah kelar praktikum (sp: my subject "only""i hope") bawaannya emosi. Mikir ga mikir ya udah lah gue telf aja temen kampus gue (sebut: ulin)...

gue: haloh,,, ulin? gi ngapain lo?

ulin: eh nis... tau ni gue gi maen komputer aja

gue: bosen ga sih lo?

ulin: banget

gue: ngapain ya enak nya? nonton mau ga?

ulin: mau aja sih... nonton apaan nis?
gue: ada narnia 2 tuh,,, mau ga?

ulin: mau jam brapa?

gue: jam 9

ulin: duh malem bgt,,, ogah ah! takut gw balik ke kosan nis...

gue: nginep aja di gue

ulin: besok kan jam 7 kuliah,,, besok aja deh abis kul kumaha?
gue: ok

ending nya... bete bgt gue,,, kembali berfikir bagaimana menghilangkan rasa boring ini... emosi pun memuncak,,, oh god... ga mau gue stress gara2 ini....

ADA GA SIH ORANG KAYAK GUE INI?

huwww,,,,anybody can help me?

A Note

Nama gue Nurul,lengkapnya Nurul Izaty. Gue lahir di Bontang, sebuah kota kecil yang buat hidup gue jadi besar. Lahir tanggal 1 oktober 1988 bikin gue punya zodiak berlambangkan timbangan (sebut: libra). Menurut saksi mata ( baca: nyokap, bokap, dokter n staff nya saat itu) gue lahir dengan selamat di RS. Pupuk Kalimantan Timur, dengan berat 3300gram n panjang 149 cm. Gue ga pernah tau shio gue apaan, soalnya menurut gue tu ga penting... yang paling adalah... gue termasuk orang-orang yang hidup di taun 80an... heheh... Meskipun cuma hidup 1taun 3 bulan di tahun itu...tapi gue ngerasa jiwa gue mambaur didalam nya dan merasakan betapa berubahnya dunia saat ini...

hidup emang ga akan jadi lebih mudah guys,.,,

so enjoy it,,,